SEBASTIAN

OMNIPRESENT CLOUDBEAST

I'm Sebastian. I'm a cloudbeast and honestly I might be the most anxious guy in the system. As I'm writing this I'm getting a nagging feeling as though I sound like I'm faking myself into existence. If I keep dwelling on that feeling, I won't get this written, so excuse me if I sound like I'm roleplaying.

While we were thinking about making this part of the site we were trying to figure out what I was. Not like what my sona is, but what I'm doing here in the first place. I tend to mess aroud in other alters' businesses, and so when I first came around we all thought I was a manger for this system. That's mostly true-- I feel responsible for most internal judgement. But we've noticed that that judgement hasn't been all that constructive. In fact, at times I've pulled other alters away from important things like social gatherings.

And so there you have it! I am this system's anxiety demon. I think I formed from some kind of social trauma, and that's why I'm like that. I'm trying to crack through that while wrapping my head around who we are.

SONA

Reference sheet of Sebastian, a pink androgynous cloudbeast.

Again, my sona is a cloudbeast. This is how I see myself; I'm not startled by being in a human body but it feels off. Cloudbeasts were created by CloudChomps who we constantly think about. What happened is I looked at their sona Stratus and immediately saw parallels. We are NOT the same person but like me they are a cloudbeast with those dinky bits floating around them, and they also happen to be an alter who I believe serves a similar role as I.

Those dimples on the thigh were meant to be interface points like a space marine's black carapace. In fact I was going to be Ultramarine blue, but ended up using reference images that turned me pink instead. They used to have way more cybernetics but I thought they looked ridiculous and so I got rid of them by the time I drew that one crusty image. I compensated for this by giving myself a giant sword!

Also literally today another alter was drawing a cloudbeast for themselves and we realized that they're supposed to have at least two pairs of ears...